Friday, April 29, 2011

MAY 2011 RADICAL EXPRESSION

I have said it before and I am saying it again: PERSONAL INNER ATMOSPHERE IS EVERYTHING!

The vibrational frequency of our inner being literally is the quality of our life experience. As convinced as we may be that it is the things that happen and don’t to us that create the quality of our lives it is in actuality our general state of being that IS our life. We are first and foremost energetic and vibrational beings. We are Causally spirit here in the realm of time, space, and matter. While we are certainly affected by the energies that are constantly swirling around us and entraining within us it is the privilege and responsibility of an awakening spiritual being to consciously manage the field of consciousness that is ours by virtue of our creation. We live within emotional bodies that were imprinted early in our human experience. Those energy bodies still contain the wounding that has not been consciously felt-through, forgiven, and integrated. As masterful as most people are at ignoring and suppressing these festering emotional wounds, they literally control our lives and our internal relationship to self until these tender places are finally attended to with staying, compassionate presence. Our mental internal dialogue is always spinning forth from this emotional residue. The superego is constantly talking within our heads, and this chatter is always having an energetic effect in the form of subtle or overt sensations. The more we ignore or suppress these sensations and the more we believe and identify with these inner voices the louder the energetic messages become. Sometimes this takes the form of pain or dis-ease. Sometimes it materializes as challenging and even tragic circumstances. It may unfold in relationship drama or financial catastrophe. Whatever the seeming external message it is always an out picturing of the habitual inner atmosphere of the mostly unconscious co-creator. These manifestations are wake up calls for us to begin to become intimate and attentive with what is going on inside of our energy-attracting systems.

All of that being said lets allow this to be really simple. Our personal inner atmosphere is indeed the quality of our life experience. Our lives are not happening out there but in here. Our personal inner atmosphere is a product of our focus and of our quality of attention. It is not so much what we are focusing on as it is how. What are you saying about the content of the present moment? What are you making what is occurring mean about you? What is your internal dialogue saying- is it Truth? Are you ensconced in a story or radiant in Source? Are you giving way to Belovedness Presence, or are you locked in fear and resistance?

Stop often and simply and attentively feel what is occurring in your energetic Being. Release the tendency to judge or interpret it, and just feel. Feel with your body and not the surface mind. Question everything the mind has to say about what is, and curiously feel the life that is seeking to flow through you. Without commentary or resistance it will flow. There is a spaciousness to flow that promotes a natural joyfulness. Feeling everything that arises with equanimity results is an easy serenity. Attend to the pain and resistance that does arise, and allow a merciful acceptance to contain every emotional eruption. Moment by moment, bring yourself into harmonic resonance with your own Soulfulness. Allow whatever is seeking to emerge to come forth in faithfulness. Your inner atmosphere is your home. It is the seat of your Soul and creates the quality of your days. Claim dominion and respond wakefully to now life rather than reacting unconsciously from an unintegrated past. Allow Source to flow the inner atmosphere within you and you will realize experientially that indeed personal inner atmosphere is everything. It is your habitation and your contribution. It is your harmony and your legacy. It is who you are choosing to be while here in this majestic earthly realm.